"Amazing grace, how sweet the sound, that saved a wretch like me. I once was lost, but now am found, was blind, but now I see"

I think I've heard that phase numerous times in the past couple of years; so here I am finally doing it. My goal with this blog, as the name suggests, is to be totally transparent.

Christmas Day is here again. It seems a Christmas cannot pass without me thinking about the four children we lost. Gabriel, the first child we lost would have been toddling around by now and getting into mischief.